Wow did today ever start off as "one of those days"...I had to go to the dentist for a cleaning this morning. My husband told our dentist that we were going through IVF during our first cycle because he has work that needs sto be done that we just don't have the funds for right now. The dentist was extremely understanding and empathetic. J ended up seeing him just after we had been home for the memorial service for his dad and the failed IUI; so Dr. S knew we were going through a lot at once. I was anxious as to whether or not he would say something to me this morning. Sure enough he did. It was kind but it still stung. He commented that we've been going through a lot and I replied "We really have." Then he said to me "It's hard because we never really know what G-d's plan is for us." That one really through me for a loop. I know I live in the South but I just didn't expect my dentist to bring G-d into the conversation. When I got out to my truck I bawled. Being hopped up on hormones and having comments like that made just do not mix well together at all!
Tomorrow is a monitoring appointment and blood work...really hope those follies are growing!!