Monday, October 8, 2012

Waiting for Wednesday

The days between appointments can't seem to go by quick enough for me. I felt great last Tuesday and Wednesday after the first u/s but once Thursday rolled around the anxiety started creeping back in. I hate that I can't just relax and enjoy what is happening. I am hoping if we get past 9 weeks I will have an easier time relaxing. I also don't think it helps that the timing is so close to our third pregnacy. I am about a week off  from where I was a year ago, so more than once I have caught myself comparing what was happening then with what is happening now and not in a positive way. I really need to find a way to focus on the positive and realize that if something goes wrong now more likely than not there was nothing I could do to prevent it.

My fingers are crossed that all will go just fine on Wednesday. Thanks for listening :)

7 comments:

  1. You have had a lot of bad things happen during early pregnancy before, so I understand your fear. Just remember that every time is different and today you have a little baby with a flickering heart beating :)

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    1. Thank you :) Definitely need to focus on the heartbeat we saw last week!

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    2. I have everything crossed for you to have a great appointment on Wednesday :)

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  2. Sending you and baby lots of happy, healthy thoughts. Hang in there!

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  3. I understand. It's very difficult to let go of the past and its effect on today. I hope you're finding a way to hold onto the joy of THIS pregnancy, and I'll be thinking of you on Wednesday.

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  4. Thanks so much :) Definitely trying to hold on to the joy and not the anxiety.

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