The days between appointments can't seem to go by quick enough for me. I felt great last Tuesday and Wednesday after the first u/s but once Thursday rolled around the anxiety started creeping back in. I hate that I can't just relax and enjoy what is happening. I am hoping if we get past 9 weeks I will have an easier time relaxing. I also don't think it helps that the timing is so close to our third pregnacy. I am about a week off from where I was a year ago, so more than once I have caught myself comparing what was happening then with what is happening now and not in a positive way. I really need to find a way to focus on the positive and realize that if something goes wrong now more likely than not there was nothing I could do to prevent it.
My fingers are crossed that all will go just fine on Wednesday. Thanks for listening :)
You have had a lot of bad things happen during early pregnancy before, so I understand your fear. Just remember that every time is different and today you have a little baby with a flickering heart beating :)
ReplyDeleteThank you :) Definitely need to focus on the heartbeat we saw last week!
DeleteI have everything crossed for you to have a great appointment on Wednesday :)
DeleteSending you and baby lots of happy, healthy thoughts. Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteThank you very much :)
DeleteI understand. It's very difficult to let go of the past and its effect on today. I hope you're finding a way to hold onto the joy of THIS pregnancy, and I'll be thinking of you on Wednesday.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much :) Definitely trying to hold on to the joy and not the anxiety.
ReplyDelete