October 9: If given the choice, how would you choose to die?
October 10: What is your biggest fear?
October 11: If you could change one thing about your personal appearance, what would it be and why?
Oct 9: If I am being selfish I want it to happen quickly...preferably in my sleep, BUT I want time to say good-bye...
Oct 10: Years ago when I did one of those "25 things about me" on facebook I listed one of my biggest fears being that I wouldn't be able to have children...well, that fear hasn't really gone away, it's just changed. One of my other big fears is having something happen to someone I love. Poor J, I am constantly telling him to be careful. BUT in my defense had he never gotten injured at the company picnic 3 years ago I might not say it as much. Long story short...he was tossing a football with one of the kids there and rather than letting the long pass go he tried to catch it. He met up with a low brick wall...dislocated his finger and broke several ribs. I still can't think of it without getting the heebie-jeebies.
Oct 11: My boobs! they are far too big for my liking...I know part of it is my weight but even at my thinnest I was still a 36D...now it's more like a 40DDD :(