Monday, October 15, 2012

Ironic


Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness day and today we found out that Fred is no longer with us.

I woke up with "things" on my back. My back breaks out with these hive-like things before my period and it's happened to me before each miscarriage. I had J look at my back before my shower and when he looked he said let's call Dr. A. We got in right away and as soon as the image was on the screen we knew it was over - there was no flicker. Dr. A tried to find the heartbeat but it was already gone.

20 comments:

  1. Oh my god I am So sorry! Please know that I am thinking of you through this difficult time :(

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  2. I'm so very sorry. My heart is aching for you. :(

    You and J will be in my thoughts.

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  3. I am so very, very sorry. This is heartbreaking and please know that I am thinking of you. ((HUGS))

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  4. NOOO!! In tears and heartbroken.

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  5. Oh dear. I am so so so sorry. I know that there is not much I can say right now to help you feel better but know that you are in my thoughts! Sending big big hugs!!!

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  6. Hi coming over from Growing Griswolds. I'm so so sorry for your loss.

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  7. I am so so sorry. Sending virtual hugs and prayers to you.

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  8. Oh my G-d. I am so, so sorry lovely. That is awful - I could not be more upset for you.

    If you want to chat or if there's anything I can do, please please message me.

    I'll be lighting my candle in a couple of hours and thinking of you...

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  9. Here from Jenny's blog. Heartbroken for you for this cruel twist of fate. :(

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  10. I am so sorry! There are no words.

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  11. I am so so sorry to read this. Lots of virtual hugs going your way. So sad for you.

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  12. Oh KelBel! My heart is breaking for you. I keep re-reading your words, unable to believe that the world could be so cruel as to allow this to happen. I am so, so sorry that you have lost your little Fred. Sending you love and strength from afar.

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  13. My heart hurts so much for you lady. I am so very sorry for your loss.

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  14. I have only just seen this, I am so very very sorry. My heart aches for you. My dear friend, I am thinking of you.

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  15. I've come over from storks blog, And I know that words mean nothing right now, but I am so very sorry. I will never understand the unrelenting cruelness of this journey. Lots of love to you & your husband

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  16. I just saw this...I am soooooo very sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))

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