Monday, October 15, 2012

Ironic


Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness day and today we found out that Fred is no longer with us.

I woke up with "things" on my back. My back breaks out with these hive-like things before my period and it's happened to me before each miscarriage. I had J look at my back before my shower and when he looked he said let's call Dr. A. We got in right away and as soon as the image was on the screen we knew it was over - there was no flicker. Dr. A tried to find the heartbeat but it was already gone.

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20 comments:

  1. Just TOctober 15, 2012 at 9:09 AM

    Oh my god I am So sorry! Please know that I am thinking of you through this difficult time :(

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  2. AnonymousOctober 15, 2012 at 9:48 AM

    Oh God no. I am so so sorry.

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  3. JennyOctober 15, 2012 at 10:22 AM

    I'm so very sorry. My heart is aching for you. :(

    You and J will be in my thoughts.

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  4. Janet Off KilterOctober 15, 2012 at 11:09 AM

    I am so very, very sorry. This is heartbreaking and please know that I am thinking of you. ((HUGS))

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  5. CristyOctober 15, 2012 at 11:25 AM

    NOOO!! In tears and heartbroken.

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  6. UnknownOctober 15, 2012 at 1:26 PM

    Oh dear. I am so so so sorry. I know that there is not much I can say right now to help you feel better but know that you are in my thoughts! Sending big big hugs!!!

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  7. BOctober 15, 2012 at 5:03 PM

    Hi coming over from Growing Griswolds. I'm so so sorry for your loss.

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  8. LisaOctober 15, 2012 at 5:12 PM

    I am so so sorry. Sending virtual hugs and prayers to you.

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  9. Stupid StorkOctober 15, 2012 at 5:20 PM

    Oh my G-d. I am so, so sorry lovely. That is awful - I could not be more upset for you.

    If you want to chat or if there's anything I can do, please please message me.

    I'll be lighting my candle in a couple of hours and thinking of you...

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  10. AnonymousOctober 15, 2012 at 5:54 PM

    Here from Jenny's blog. Heartbroken for you for this cruel twist of fate. :(

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  11. AnonymousOctober 15, 2012 at 6:06 PM

    I am so sorry! There are no words.

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  12. AnonymousOctober 15, 2012 at 7:10 PM

    I'm so sorry. This is very sad news.

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  13. WTWOctober 15, 2012 at 7:16 PM

    I am so so sorry to read this. Lots of virtual hugs going your way. So sad for you.

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  14. *Mandie*October 15, 2012 at 8:06 PM

    So very sorry for your loss.

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  15. K.N.October 15, 2012 at 8:17 PM

    I'm so sorry!

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  16. Elizabeth :: Bébé SuisseOctober 16, 2012 at 1:16 AM

    Oh KelBel! My heart is breaking for you. I keep re-reading your words, unable to believe that the world could be so cruel as to allow this to happen. I am so, so sorry that you have lost your little Fred. Sending you love and strength from afar.

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  17. AnonymousOctober 16, 2012 at 2:35 PM

    My heart hurts so much for you lady. I am so very sorry for your loss.

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  18. LunaOctober 17, 2012 at 8:10 AM

    I have only just seen this, I am so very very sorry. My heart aches for you. My dear friend, I am thinking of you.

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  19. Kitty BelleOctober 17, 2012 at 1:32 PM

    I've come over from storks blog, And I know that words mean nothing right now, but I am so very sorry. I will never understand the unrelenting cruelness of this journey. Lots of love to you & your husband

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  20. AnonymousOctober 18, 2012 at 5:18 AM

    I just saw this...I am soooooo very sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))

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