Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness day and today we found out that Fred is no longer with us.
I woke up with "things" on my back. My back breaks out with these hive-like things before my period and it's happened to me before each miscarriage. I had J look at my back before my shower and when he looked he said let's call Dr. A. We got in right away and as soon as the image was on the screen we knew it was over - there was no flicker. Dr. A tried to find the heartbeat but it was already gone.