Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Thank you

I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you to everyone who stopped by with their love & support. It meant so much to me. I cried when I read each comment but it truly felt like I was getting a hug from each and everyone one of you.

I am at work today - it's one of the few days I am happy that I sit on a separate floor from the rest of the team. I've had to talk to two people so far and have only cried once (at work). Not sure if I'll make it the full day or not but I figured I'd try. Still waiting for something to start...I think if it doesn't happen by next week we'll talk about the option of the D&C. I was really hoping to avoid it.

We also decided to push the in-laws visit out by 3 weeks...I was so happy that MIL was okay with that.
I bought a new charm yesterday for my necklace. I hate that I had to add another one but it feels good to have something to touch when I think about Fred.
(not the best picture of the charm...it has moonstone hearts)

9 comments:

  1. I am glad that your MIL was understanding. I couldn't imagine having company during this process. I love your necklace and what a beautiful memory you have.

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  2. Your charms are beautiful and such a special way to remember. I am so very sorry. Hugs.

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  3. Sending you lots of love and hugs.

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  4. I love your charm necklace. I have something similar for my losses. I wear it whenever I need to feel close to my babies, even though I know they're not actually IN the charm.

    ((hugs))

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  5. I somehow missed this on Mon. I'm so heartbroken for you...don't know what else to say. It's horrible. Your necklace is such a beautiful way to remember.

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  6. Gorgeous charms. My thoughts are still with you to a psychotic degree (if you feel inexplicably creeped out during the day at some point, that is my creepy thinking-about-KelBel-vibe. Enjoy.)

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  7. Here from Stupid Stork.....just wanted you to know you were being thought of and prayed for during this sad time. There are no words, so I will keep you in my thoughts.

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  8. Your necklace is beautiful...I am sorry that you have to add a charm...I hope you do not need a D&C...((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))

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  9. I've been thinking about you all week, Kelly ... I'm still in shock that this happened. I'm glad that amidst all the pain and disappointment, you've found a way to honor Fred and to connect him to the other three babies. Your necklace is beautiful - I only wish you didn't have to wear it.

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