Seems odd to feel so happy that it's Friday and the weekend is only hours away considering I was off Tuesday and Wednesday. I am pretty surprised at how normal I am feeling after the surgery...today is the one day I've googled symptoms. I've been pretty crampy all day and the spotting is definitely heavier than any other day this week. I made sure to ask the nurse that this was all still normal and thankfully it is. Hopefully it doen't change. It feels like our follow-up appointment next Thursday is so far away. I am really anxious to hear the doctor's thoughts on going forward with a 2nd round of IVF.
Unfortunately, J is not feeling over optimisitic about it working for us. I know he's looking at the numbers and I know they are not great (25% chance of success) but I am really not ready to give up on our chance of having our biological child. At times this week I feel like I am already starting the grieving process of losing that chance. I am trying hard to stay positive and keep my chin up (feel free to insert any other cliche here)...but wow, it's not easy.
Tomorrow we are headed up to the Wimberely Rodeo and I can't wait! It will be really good to get together with friends and hopefully forget about things for a few hours.