Waiting...

for a phone call from Dr. A's office. I went in this morning for blood work and now I am sitting here with my phone only inches away from my hands. I peed on a stick yesterday and it was positive! Go figure...this girl and her old eggs beat the odds and got a positive. I am beyond nervous and I am excited. I hate that I've already figured out the time frame for when this might fail. I know my chances of this really happening are not great, but I am going to do my absolute best to take it one step at a time.

We were able to talk to Dr. A last night and he said "Wow...just wow!" He's going to go over my test results today and most likely will put me back on PIO - which is just fine with me. He said he's nervous and excited...I said so are we. He was glad to know that we are on the same page.

The best part of all of this is that I was able to surprise J with the results. He had to go into work yesterday and I did not, so I was able to come up with a special way to tell him. I created a "Happiness Jar" for the home yesterday (I had told J I was going to do this a couple of weeks ago.) and when J got home I showed it to him. I said you should take a look inside...he saw the stick and said "Okay"...I was pretty surprised at his non-reaction. I asked if he looked at it and he said "Yeah, isn't it from before?" I said nope. He looked at it again and then at me and said "You are $hitting me!" He hugged me so hard and started to cry. Even if this does not go the way we want it to, I am so very happy that we were able to have that moment together.