Thursday, January 3, 2013

Ouch!

I had great plans of giving you a post today about how I am approaching the new year with a new attitude but then this happened...my co-worker arrived with her 6 month old baby boy. OMG - he's freaking adorable...big blue eyes, huge smile...beautiful. The biggest problem for me with this visit? if pregnancy #3 had worked out our babies would have been born about 2 weeks apart. I did just fine while she was down here on the first floor with me, but the minute she walked upstairs I started to lose it. I can't help but think I should have one that size too. This infertility stuff sucks. (understatement of the new year!)

I promise, a positive blog is on it's way...still trying to get my thoughts in order for y'all!

15 comments:

  1. Sending hugs and positive vibes your way xx

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  2. I hate those painful reminders. Hoping this new year is going to bring you wonderful memories to look back on :)

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    1. Me too :) hoping for the same for you!

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  3. Those kinds of moments are so difficult! Thinking of you ((HUGS)) Here's to hoping that 2013 is much kinder to both of us!

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    1. Thank you! sending hugs your way too :)

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  4. Punch in the gut. x1 million. I'm sorry. I'm not sure there is anything that makes those types of visits easier. Especially not when you have associations like that. I'm so sorry luv. Take today to heal and don't expect yourself to rebound immediately from something like that. Much love.

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  5. Positive blog posts are for weiners! I like the doom & gloom.

    Ugh. Babies. Little balls of wonderful, also little balls of terrible.

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  6. I like the doom & gloom, too! Gotta be honest with your feelings, ya know? Otherwise us bloggers would be making infertility look like no big deal, when it is basically the Biggest Deal Ever. Sending you e-strength to deal with any future baby bombs this year...

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  7. i totally feel ya. in my circle, the girls are having their babies younger and younger and everytime i see them, they ask, 'when are you going to have babies'. seeing thier bellys and newborn babes is always hard :( hang in there!

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  8. Positive, negative, in the middle, it all needs to come out. We can take it!! Sock it to us darlin.

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